Still Sick

I feel like I have been sick forever and will continue to be sick forever. I was sick with a fever and all the same symptoms through most of last week. Around Thursday I started feeling a little better. I thought for sure I was on my way to recovery. I went to school and made my copies and my plans together for the following week. I cleaned up the house. I was sure I was going to get better. Well, by Friday night and into Saturday I was not feeling well. This time it was getting worse. The pressure had built up so badly in my sinuses that I wanted rip out my eyeballs. I was absolutely miserable. I am so thankful Michael was home to take care of me. He has been doing everything around the house, all the dishes and laundry and cooking, as well as taking care of me and the dogs. I don't know if I would have made it through all this without him. I can't remember the last time I have been this miserable. He finally took me in to the doctor again and they gave me some antibiotics. I'm starting to feel a little better today. I plan on returning to school tomorrow. I feel so bad about missing. At least my plans are done for the week and I can just go in and teach without a lot of prepping. I just hope I will be able to get through the day. I cannot wait to feel like my old self. This has really just taken a lot out of me. Jaime and Jeremy came up on Saturday because I thought I was feeling better. I felt horrible, I was not good company and I couldn't even enjoy the time with them. It really frustrates me because I don't get to see Lucas that often and I couldn't really play with him. Hopefully I will sleep better tonight and wake up feeling a lot better than I have.